June 21st…

I’ve found the perfect place.  It’s in the mountains.  Between school, and between home.  A safe haven.  Once I’m able, once I have the money, I will push ahead with this, for sure.  I even have an idea of the contractor I plan to use.  I’ve met a couple of their employees in town near campus.  I’m positive once I get things going, I will be happier.  I might even come back to school earlier than I need to in order to begin!

If only the dreams would become more clear… If only there were answers for the things that were happening to my body… If only I could meld all the swirling worlds in my heart to one that stands still.  One world I can touch and feel safe…

But, that’s what dreams are for, right?  Making the scientifically impossible, possible?  Perhaps I will be the first to break that rule….

~Anaïs Faythor